I don’t know I spend my life taking care of my kids my house and property then my career along with my trailer and all my vehicles plus all the things I have that take maintenance I don’t have a lot o

It sounds like you have a lot on your plate and a very busy schedule. Taking care of kids, managing a household, maintaining your career, property, and vehicles can be demanding and time-consuming. It's important to find a balance and prioritize self-care as well, even if it means carving out small pockets of time for yourself. Whether it's reading a book, going for a walk, pursuing a hobby, or simply relaxing, finding moments of solitude can help recharge and rejuvenate you. It may require some planning and organization, but investing in self-care is essential for your well-being