用英语翻译：当时的我觉得自己的口语水平很差在大家齐刷刷站起来叽叽喳喳的时候我喜欢坐在椅子上不回答虽然听听力的时候能大概理解它在说啥但是要我复述出来真的不行瞬时记忆很差。

At that time, I felt that my spoken English was very poor. When everyone stood up and chattered, I liked to sit in my chair and not answer. Although I could understand what was being said when listening, I really couldn't repeat it. My short-term memory was very poor.